The date is getting nearer but unlike when I was about to ORD. Then, the nearer I get to the date, the longer it felt for a day to end. Now, the weeks seems to zoom past. It's Like the hourglass gap got wider or the sands within got finer, time moves so quickly.
It's a very frightening time for me. Truly. I was never worried for exams, a tad worried for NS enlistment but this wedding thing really caught me. I can't believe it's happening! Seems so surreal, so dream-ish... Like it would all go away when I wake up. It's very unsettling as I do my best to inch towards that big day. Maybe like what some guys say, "Marriage is a death sentence."
Everyone around me is so excited, so looking forward to the big day. Yet, I hope that it will be just that little more time more for me. That maybe there was another week here and there more.
But in all fairness, the wedding is what I had hoped for to happen. As I get closer to being labelled "Married", I find joy in seeing my cousins whose kids are still young. Seeing how they bring up their kids. I wished I would be as blessed and be able to have kids soon. I wonder too, if I would make a good father but I guess only time will tell.
